My Unfulfilled Dream

I closed my eyes and withheld my cries.
I cried all night, and now I regret our fight.
Love me back and bury all the lies;
I can't live without you for one more night.

He's my love, he's my prime;
He promised me to be forever mine.
But now he's gone; and I'm all alone
Curling up in the corner, feeling forlorn.

My heart feels empty, longing for him.
I lost happiness and his love for me.
Reality awakened me from this dream,
He's my only dream – my unfulfilled dream.

I want a forever with you

You are my heartbeat, I cannot live without.
You are my sanity, I want to scream out loud.
What would I do without you, my happiness?
I will die of pain and loneliness.
My pillow will be wet all night,
Knowing that you will be out of my sight.
I want to be in your arms and hug you tight,
If only our life was easy and right.
Forever is just around the corner,
Stay for a little while, a little longer.
My love isn’t dead for you,
I want a forever with you.
We fight, we cry, we laugh, we smile,
For you, I will go an extra mile.
Stay for a little while, a little longer,
Forever is just around the corner.
My pillow has seen more tears, than you
My heart bleeds for you.
I want to leave myself, not you
Because, I want a forever with you.

પ્રેમ ની પરિભાષા

વાતો વાતો માં પૂછાય ગયું

મારા થી, શું તને નથી ખબર?

જેમ વાદળીયું આભ વરસ્યું,

તારા પ્રેમ માં મારૂં હૃદય ભીંજાયું.

તારી પાપણ ના એક પલકારા થી

મારૂં મન ઝૂમી ઉઠ્યું.

 

વાતો વાતો માં પૂછાય ગયું,

શું તને નથી ખબર?

સ્મિત છે તારૂં ઉગતો સુર્ય, અને

રૂપ છે તારો, જાણે

આથમતા સુરજ ની કિરણો.

 

મલમલ જેવો તારો સ્પર્શ,

કેશ તારા સુગંધિત ગુલાબ,

મંત્ર મુગ્ધ કરે એવી તારી છબી,

અને, સ્વભાવ માં છલકાય રૂઆબ.

 

સાંભળ્યું તે, તમન્ના?

જ્યારે મારા થી પૂછાય ગયું,

ત્યારે વધી હતી થોડી આશા, પણ

તારી એક મૃગજળ હસી થી,

બદલાઈ ગઈ આખી

મારા પ્રેમ ની પરિભાષા.

Her!

Holding me by my waist,

Teasing my lips with his,

He pushed me against the wall.

Filled with his aroma, his room

Felt warm and mellow.

 

Uncoiling my curls, and

Smelling my nape; his

Fingers slithered down

Under my dress.

 

Twitching my hands, he

Tied me to the window lattice.

Unbuttoning my shirt, and

Viciously snogging my bosom, he

Aroused my desires.

 

Lost in his succulent love,

I was enchanted, and

Closed my eyes.

Feeling safe and snug

In his arms, until

My reverie broke to find

Him on bed with

Another – her!

What if…

What if I told you,
You’re the only one
From the day I proposed you.

What if I told you,
You’re never the one
After I caught you evading.

What if I told you,
It hurts when I see you
In the pictures with her.

What if I told you,
I was downtrodden by you, and
Nightmares exterminates my peace.

What if I told you,
The wounds hurt deep, and
I’m dying every moment.

What if I told you,
Heartbreaks are deadly; and
Betrayal has no medicine.

Desire

Thousands of miles apart,
Our love grew with no doubt;
Each beat of my heart,
Recites your name a loud.

With my eyes closed,
I dream about you;
Not all the paths but you, I chose,
You filled in me – a life new.

With a roar, my eyes cried,
My heart sank, my soul died,
In the end, my life dried,
To be with you, hard I tried.

Part of a dream,
I want it to come true;
Glimpse of a nightmare,
Stay away for I least care.

Our faith, our trust, our love,
Holding us together.
To grow old with you,
Is my only desire.